Dear diary (3)

Okay, I haven’t been doing things like I promised or set out to do. For one I haven’t written in 2,5 months and I planned to write at least once a week!
What upsets me most is that I wasn’t able to continue writing when things (artwise) sort of fell apart.
I meant to share these things on my blog but when things got rough I couldn’t.
The last few months I had some really important insights but alas, they didn’t come with a handy how to-guide. Two words that had great impact were ‘process’ and ‘ego’.
My process is, or hopefully was, almost non-existing, probably the reason why I lose interest and fun in a subject so quickly. It’s been a rough period and I hope that’s finished now.
Upcoming weeks I will let you know more about my findings from the past months and my start of a new chapter in art.